Dead Tired


Quite literally I am dead tired. A has been staying over every night this week, and will continue to until Sunday night. I am getting in as much time with him as possible before he leaves, but this means that I am also getting up at 4am to drive him back to his place to get ready for work, then going back home to sleep for another hour before I have to get up again. Even multiple doses of coffee are not doing enough this morning to keep me awake and focused, and I think today will be a write-off work-wise. I would love nothing more than to head home for a couple hours and nap!

I’ve decided to spend the time apart being productive rather than moping around, and have found a dance studio close by that has drop-in classes. I’m super excited to start dancing again – it’s fun and I always feel amazing after – not just because of the endorphins from the workout but I have better body image when I dance consistently, and who doesn’t want to just naturally feel better about themselves?


Soulmates? I don’t think so.

Looks like Mr. Rasta is coming off my list.

He kept asking me when we were going to get together, when was he going to see me again? I finally asked him what he was looking for between us.

His answer? Soulmates.

And I ran.

Sorry, I just can’t do that right now. I’ve also started paring down the men in my life. It was becoming too exhausting trying to manage them all, and to be honest I happen to really like Mr. Smiley. Since he’s gone in a couple of months I figured I might as well spend as much time as possible with him because time is so limited.

Instead of men I am focusing more time on myself. I have taken up dancing again because I realized that I miss it. I spend about an hour each evening just drilling and dancing and stretching and it’s so relaxing when I’m done. I am also starting yoga as an addendum to the dance, though we’ll see how long that lasts – I just can’t really get into the meditative stuff, I need to be moving!

In case anyone is interested, here is what I’m currently using for the dance stuff:

Datura Online

Also, check this out for inspiration (I love this woman):